seperate yourself from what compels you to relinquish us. push your way onto me, entirely, stay away from me now. unless your gonna see me out.
do people find it hard to appreciate what they have? rather than lose it and regret it all over again? being an asshole to someone and making them leave you is one thing, but being and asshole to someone and making them leave you and then you coming back into their lives makes you.. a massive asshole with no brains and no future with any girl. ohk, my point is, why cant people be grateful with what they have, and not only when they lose it then realise what was there is not anymore, then sob &mope &weep &whine &give everyone else a living hell. is this some kind of feeling god invented to punish us to make us realise. to make us grateful?(but i know it doesnt work on some people) but sometimes i still dont think it helps! maybe thats why there are kind people and not so kind people.(haha) like some who will stick with you, no matter how shitty you treat them, and those who cannot take shit and walk out of your life. mostly, its not only we turn the kind people to not so kind people and then they'll walk away. thats only when we feel the pinch of that someone leaving. that someone walking away. you watch, as the distance between expand and gradually it just leaves you with emptiness and a broken heart. but, haha, too bad, get over it.
stay away from me. really.
yours truly
